Today feels like a mish mash of caca....to put it mildly...lol!!
Nothing major to report. I do have some things I need to get off my chest however.
So, I am feeling unresolved on a particular matter. Being the person that I am....I need closure or some kind of ending to this unresolved situation. Maybe you guys can help me out. I am in a friendship that has manifested into something a little bit more in depth because the situation called for it. I wish I could go into more detail but I can't. Let's just for argument sake say...that this person is very close to me...in the most literal meaning. This person knows things about me....only because of the proximity. This person is challenging my every move...not with obvious discussions or comments but with insinuations and off the cuff remarks. I wish I could just shake it off....but....I can't! I am doing a psycho therapy on myself to move past this...without much success. Some say...confront the problem, some say ignore. Neither of those proposed solutions appeal to me. LOL!!! What can I do?
Next, I am a little stressed out to say the least about my exam this Saturday. I am re-writing the exam to the first part of the real estate program. Now...it would seem as though I failed miserably....failing always brings about that connotation...but the reality is, I did awesome...just not good enough. I got a 70% grade but needed a 75%, just 3 marks short. GRRRR! Now....as much as I am confident that I will pass this time....there is, naturally, still a feeling of possibly failing....and its horrible. POOH!!!
I have been spending money like a rich person....why? Because I am pretending that I am a rich person. LMAO!! This is a problem because I don't actually have this money...and now have an extensive debt to pay. YUK!!! This is also holding heavy on my mind. Thankfully today is payday...and I can take the little money that I get and distribute it accordingly. Good times!
I welcome any words of advice, wisdom or just flat our criticisms. Anything will do!
