So I woke up this morning frustrated and happy all at once. More so frustrated though. Here's why...
A couple years ago, I went out on a date with this guy that I met on Plenty of Fish. He totally blew my mind and aside from that...he really is the epitome of sexy in my books. If you looked up 'sexy' in my dictionary...you would see this guy and that hot kid that comes into my bar. Ugggggh! They are both just so incredibly gorgeous...it does make me sick to my stomach. Well....this guy that I went out on a date with...made it into my dreams last night. FACK!!!! That is the frustrating part. I went out on one date with the guy and then he seriously pissed me off because I came to terms with what I sort of already knew and that is; he is a ladies man. How could he not be? He's a knock out. I am sure he gets more action than we could possibly imagine. The guy has almost 1000 friends on Facebook and they are primarily women. WTF?!!! Uggggh...I guess I am mostly frustrated that I let myself get sucked into the vortex of his charm.
I dreamt that we went on another date. He took me to this supremely odd restaurant that was on the 3rd floor of a giant house. LOL. I think it was some kind of Asian cuisine. We ate on the floor and there was some kind of artwork on the walls that kept us intrigued. Anywho, we are on this date and having a blast. Of course there was some kissing involved which was totally delightful. In real life this guy has dreads. In my dream....he had them cut off. Very different look for the guy. Then my dream gets cut off and next thing I know...we are scuba diving in some ocean. I come up to the surface and see this gigantic ship like hover craft landing on the water and it has two platforms that look like saucers that suck up things in the water, more specifically people who are scuba diving. This is how my date surfaces. He got sucked up by the this ginormous thing. So weird! Then my dream cuts to a completely different scene where I am back at my mom's house...with my date. We are having a family dinner and almost all of my family is there plus 2. Those 2 extra people were Kate Middleton and Prince William. LMAO Turns out they are super close with me and my family. Prince William and I were having a private conversation in some room where he was confiding in me that his relationship with Kate was less than desirable. He goes on to tell me that she is mean and that she treats him like shit. Of course he says all of that with his very polished British accent. That's basically it for that dream. Next thing I know....the hottie from my bar is in my dream. WTF? This dream was not PG rated so I won't get into it. Know this; it was amazing! LOL
Yes those dreams were crazy. I think what put those ideas into my head was my discussion last night with hot kid and his friend. The bar was dead and so...I got to spend some serious quality time with those 2. Had a blast actually. At some point the topic of Plenty of Fish came up. I am sure that lingered on my mind and is the source of the dream concept. Huh!
Speaking about this very gorgeous 19 year old...I am having a harder time now than ever holding back. He is all over me like flies on shit and the temptation is getting more intense by the day. I asked him yesterday if he was a Scorpio...he said yes. I knew it, I knew it, I knew it! The chemistry and undeniable desire between Geminis and Scorpios is brilliant. Or...maybe it just a 'me' thing. Who knows. I am really at a loss of what to do. Here is my Gemini challenge; cave into temptation and bring him home with me one of these nights OR pretend that he is not as delicious as I think he is and do everything I can to fend him off. Hmmmm....what to do? Any suggestions?
xo P
