So today I am a little flustered. I have so many things going on...I feel like a chicken with it's head cut off. What a horrible horrible metaphor and vision...but it is about right in terms of how I feel. Oh noodles!!!
I don't even know where to start. First of all...I can't even discuss 3 of the major topics on my mind. One of them because it would be way to premature to talk about it and I don't want to jinx it. The second one...I am simply not allowed to talk about. I have been told to keep my mouth shut so as to not jinx that either. The third issue I am holding back on because I don't want to jinx myself. LOL!!! FACK!!!!
Do you know how freaky this makes me? I have such a hard time bottling things up. Kills me not to share. Clearly this is a learning process for me. Clearly I haven't had enough experience keeping things to myself otherwise I would be a pro. Instead, I am in a frenzy. My heart rate is peaking and I am sitting in a chair. You would think I have been boxing for the past couple hours. Granted I am not sweating profusely...almost there actually. LOL Thankfully my Mom has the AC jacked on my behalf. My brain hurts and the only thing I can think about is having a glass of chilled Pinot Grigio. Although, I had 3 shots last night that have totally affected me and I think that is part of the reason I am with a headache. With that said, as much as I want to settle my brain with a glass of wine, it does seem a bit counter-productive considering my slight hangover. Ugggghhhh!!!!
I was supposed to have a lunch meeting today with a special someone with regards to my business venture. Well...this special someone thinks he is so special that he doesn't need to communicate his bail out of our meeting. Don't you worry folks, he is going to suffer the wrath of Paula. Then, I am wicked anxious to buy tickets to my fav concert in August. I have invited someone that deserves to go as a gift from me. He is taking his sweet time in accepting my offer and I find this marginally annoying. LOL What else....oh...I have wicked heart burn...probably because I am having a bit of a mental meltdown.
Well...my Mom just suggested we go and get some fresh air...and visit Starbucks. Sounds like a great idea!
Peace out folks! xo P
