Good morning!
I have to apologize for not writing yesterday. It was one of those days. Couldn't find the time to even go to the bathroom...lol. Ok...not that crazy! I did make sure to go to the bathroom.
So a few things; for the first time in ages...I am having an on-going conversation with a man...actually 2 men. Ha!!! What a treat! In my gut I honestly thought I wouldn't continue to chat with either of these 2 dudes. But...they have surprised me and so here we are...! I am seeing one on a more regular basis, by that I mean I have seen him twice and will be seeing him again tomorrow. The other guy...well, I went on one date with him a few weeks ago. It was short and brief. I am sure I wrote about it. It was pleasant and yet I did not think I would hear from him again. I was wrong. I haven't stopped hearing from him...lol! He texts me everyday with pleasantries. Really quite delightful. We have made arrangements for a couple dates and I have had to break them due to work related events. Hopefully next week will be the week. I am skeptical about this one however. Not for any real reason other than I have a bit of a complex....my own insecurities. I feel he might be out of my league. Maybe that isn't the right way to put it....he is close to 40, incredibly successful and established. I don't mind the age but I do feel a bit inferior when it comes to his career successes. I respect someone's hard work and applaud their ambition and drive. I am proud of where I am...but always wish I was further. Of course he has 6 or 7 years on me...but I still have some deep brooding issue about it. I am sure I am not being clear with my feelings but that is because I am not totally sure what I am trying to say. When I was on this date with him...he was very charming and kind and warm and delightful. He didn't make me feel awkward. He was a total gentleman and yet...I felt like a bit of a child in his presence. Ok...maybe it is an age thing. I guess in my mind...I may be 31 on the cusp of 32 but in my heart...I still feel like I am in my early 20's. Ugggghhh gosh....I DON'T KNOW!!!
Moving along....dude who I get to see tomorrow....who I blogged about last Friday...is pretty fantastic. Aside from being incredibly delicious and scrumptious (lol), he is very warm and darling. He sort of reminds me of the best parts of some of my ex-boyfriends. Does that sound horrible? I won't get into the details of those characteristics, just know that he feels (emotionally and physically) familiar and comfortable. This is incredibly hard to find in a perfect stranger. Let's see how this turns out! Will keep you posted!
On a completely unrelated note; I went with my sister to her 7 month ultrasound of her twins. WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!!!! They are getting so big...it is hard to believe that there are 2 of them in her relatively small tummy. It is mind blowing. They are both healthy and happy. Only 2 months to go before they are apart of this world. SO EXCITED!!!!
Well folks...that's all I got for today! xo P
