I didn't sleep one iota last night....not one! Before I went to bed, I watched 2 back to back episodes of Kim and Kourtney Take New York. I love the show. I love Kim Kardashian. I don't love that my whole sleep was dedicated to dreaming about being friends with her and her family. No word of a lie man....the whole friggin night I was tossing and turning because Kim and I were fighting in my dream. I think there were other issues involved as well...for instance....I had a tongue ring that was annoying the crap out of me and after days (in my dream) I decided to remove it and it was absolutely disgusting. I almost vomited in my mouth. Next, I had forgotten to take my birth control pills and when I finally looked at the package to see how many days I had missed...the writing on the package was in another language. As a result, I couldn't figure things out and that also stressed me out. Bottom line...last night was one of the worst sleeps I have gotten in a very long time.
I guess the big question is...why am I so anxious or stressed out? First of all, I don't feel stressed out...but I can tell my body is saying something totally different. I have to tell you that I am working with my first serious client and have been for a month now. I have shown them multiple properties and have finally found 'the one' for them. We are putting in an offer today! EKKKK!!!! I am torn between super excited, anxious and worried. I am sure you understand why I am excited and maybe anxious...but why I am worried is because things could very well go south. I don't want to jinx it so I think it is best to not talk about this anymore today.
I am in pain from my workout yesterday...but it really isn't the good pain. This why I say that my body is communicating stress to me. I think it has manifested itself into stress and now my back is stiff and sore. This combined with no sleep at all, followed by working a 16 hour day today.....ugggghhh!!! I am sure I am going to collapse when I get home at 3:30am in the morning.
I am going to ask you, my friends, and the universe to please wish me luck today. I really want this to be a successful deal. PLEASE!!!!! xo P
