Holy shit balls!!! I think that is all I can really say as of late. Don't get me wrong. I couldn't be any happier about it. In fact, I love it! I friggin love my life.
As I am sure we all know...I am an auntie for a second and third time. The last 2 times....all at once. LOL! What a trip! What a feeling! I will say this; I am almost confident that I will not be having children. Why? Well...I am going to adopt my new nephews as my own. LOL!!! Sorry sis....I am in love with them. Of course I am in love with #1...the big bro, head honcho Z man but...I honestly feel a deeper connection with the two little ones....could be because I named one of them. Who knows! Just when I see their perfect faces and perfect smiles...really moves my heart and soul. Meh....whatever! I have equal parts of room for each of them. Big loves all around!!! Speaking of this situation; I really am beyond fascinated by my sister. What a woman!!!! She had one kid naturally and 2 more by c-section out of necessity. I guess I figured that all through our childhood...I was the stronger one both physically and emotionally and thus I suppose I under estimated her capabilities. She is CLEARLY the stronger one both physically and emotionally. She not only blows my mind but she has taken on a whole new presence in my life; the pillar of incredible-ness! LOL
I am still not able to discuss another major component of my life. I know....it sucks! It really really does. I have so much I want to discuss and share BUT...it simply can not be done! Uggggghhhh...painful!
I would also very much like to discuss my personal life; man related....however...I have learnt that this is not the right thing to do especially at such early stages of the situation. Once again...painful!!!
I used to feel a sense of relief writing this thing...doesn't feel like that lately. LOL!!
On a positive note; my business is booming. LOVE IT!!!! I am sending my love the universe and angels daily. I am wicked thankful for all that I have! So full of love these days man....my goodness!
Well folks, gotta boogie. Must keep on keepin on! LOL
xo P
