And yet another terrible sleep due to a terrible dream. This is probably the first one where I was hurt. I wasn't just hurt....I was decapitated. Ugggghhhhh! Just thinking about it upsets me.
The beginning of the dream starts with me waking up from surgery where they have put my head back on. The doctors tell me that what saved my head from dying was that it was sort of immersed in pigs blood. WTF is that?!!! Uggggghhhh! Horrible! So there I am with a heavy duty neck brace on and I seem to be ok. I am moving just fine, talking just fine, breathing/eating just fine. It is CRAZY! Time is passing me by and as it is passing me by I am feeling VERY weird and odd about all of this; from hearing that my head was saved by pigs blood, that I am alive again, that I am going to have this massive scar going all the way around my neck. Just weird!!!!
Then I am in the midst of a few events. I think at one point I was at Ikea shopping for end tables and I don't have my neck brace on and so I am feeling slightly odd that the muscles that are supporting my neck haven't healed properly and that my head is feeling sort of heavy. I was with a few people although I can't remember who they were, and I had to excuse myself because I was getting very worried that something was going to happen....like my head falling off!
At another point in the dream, I am in some warehouse in some place and I am just sitting there on this high chair surrounded by a lot of people I don't know. There was a cott set up beside me incase I wanted to lay down. LOL!!
I think the part that stands out the most was that I could literally feel the seperation from where my head was cut off. I have no idea how it happened. I am not too sure that that has any relevance...and thankfully I don't know that part. Uggghhhh!!! Makes me want to vomit in my mouth actually!
I barely slept because of this. SO TIRED now!
xo P
