I am sitting here...at my desk at the office staring blankly out the door that is open ajar to let some fresh air in. What a beautiful day. Warm and sunny....couldn't ask for more!
What am I thinking about?
My mom and step dad come home this Sunday! YAY!!!! So friggin excited!! Ugghhhh....can't wait to get back to my place.
My exam is tomorrow morning. Ughhhhhh!!! So friggin stressed. I can actually see the gemini in me over the past 2 days. My one brain is feeling horribly guilty for the lack of productive studying, the other brain is feeling confident and tells me to trust myself and have a little faith. Uggghhhh, don't even want to think about it really!
I can't stop thinking about my audition for Canada's Got Talent. It is taking over! I feel totally consumed by this and maybe that is why I feel especially guilty for my lack of focus in studying for my exam. Last night was Karaoke night at the bar. Of course I sang a song at the end of the night; Bonnie Raitt's Something to Talk About. There are 3 people at the bar who know I signed up for this thing. I usually get pretty awesome kudos....but last night? I was honestly shocked at the applause and kudos I got from everyone. At first I thought....maybe they know I am auditioning and are just tooting my horn....but that wasn't the case. My second thought was that they were just being nice.....but that could be the situation every Thursday. Why was last night any different? I have no idea! Who cares! I loved it!
I am so tired of looking at the gray hairs on my head. It is obscene. I have a hair appointment booked for Thursday thankfully. I have really let it go too long. On the flip side....because I can't stand to look at them...I have been sporting a different hair do and I got a lot of kudos for it last night. Go figure! LOL!!
I had my workout with my angel a.k.a trainer on Tuesday and I am still feeling the good pain in my abs. Won't complain though. Miss my 6 workouts/week terribly. Ugggghhhh....need them back!
Well folks....that is definitely not all that I have on my mind....but that is all I am willing to share at this point!
Need to refocus on my job duties! Have an amazing weekend! Peace out! xo P
