Feeling a little on edge today folks. I think the first time I looked at the clock this morning was at 3am. Since then...did a lot of tossing and turning. Was going back and forth between my dream about riding a fabricated mini low rider motorcycle and getting my new bed.
In my dream, my cousin had made this crazy motorcycle that looked like a banana bike but with a motor. It was so cool (in my dream) that I wanted it all for myself. I did a lot of riding around on it....so fun. I think at one point I even rode it into my bedroom which had been dismantled in a way. No bed, no bed frame and my closet had grown into a walk in closet that led to this hidden room which the actress Amanda Seyfried came out of! LOL
Needless to say....I am so ready for this new bed which arrives this evening. I think I get a gray hair a night sleeping with the piece of shit bed that I have now. I can't believe I have put up with it for 7 years. WTF?!!!
I am also slightly irritated by a couple other events that have gone by in the last couple days. One of them being that I am still being tormented by my ex roommates. It is never as easy as just partying ways, is it?! When you have negative elements in your life....it takes a LONG TIME to get rid of them. Man....so frustrating! Another person decided to once again renege on their word...and this is getting stale. Wouldn't you learn the first time...that that particular choice in path didn't work the first time or second time and now again for a third time? I mean common.....let's be pro-active about this.
I am sure you get a sense of my emotional stance today....which means that I will have to do some serious boxing with my trainer to let it all out. I can feel the kink in my neck getting more sore by the minute. I am hopeful that things will be different by this afternoon evening....when I get my bed and have kicked some ass. Good times! xo
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