FREEDOM & DREAMS

Good friggin morning world!!! SUCH A GREAT DAY!!!!!

I am smiling for a bunch of reasons this morning. Let me share with you;

1. I have grown a set of balls...as of yesterday I made an executive decision to remove someone from my private world. This person has been poisoning my aura for way too long....enough is enough. FEELS SO GOOD!!!

2. I am having a party tonight....in the absence of my roommate. YAY!!! I just hope that mother nature looks kindly on me....NO RAIN PLEASE!

3. Was in the company of a dear dear friend last night...always have a blast with this one. THANK YOU!

Now....what I really wanted to talk about today are my DREAMS. Oh my noodle....I think I am going to start writing a journal about them. I have been told...that I am lucky...if that is what you want to call it because I can remember almost every detail and can revisit it at my leisure. They are so so vivid and I would say that statistically....70% of the time there is a famous person in it or someone I know...lol!

I would like to share 2 of them today...please, someone...anyone...shed some light on this;

a) I dreamt I had a penis last night...lol!!! Don't worry...was still banging a man....lmao!! FYI; The dude...is a very dear friend of mine. EEEKKKK what does that mean? My dream starts out with my not having a penis...and then maybe I was granted a wish (to have a penis for a day). I remember being in a ton of shock from sight of the new appendage resting between my legs. I was already in the company of my man friend. I will end my description here.

I feel like my dreams last all night however I only got 4 hours sleep last night...so it could have only been a 4 hour long dream. Darn....wish it were longer. LOL

b) I was with Nick Cannon (Mariah Carey's dude). We were going to see a concert. He suggested that we find the best seats in the house...which happened to be at the top of a monster hydro poll...is what it seemed to be. It wasn't a real structure...it was big at the base and then got smaller and smaller as you climbed up. I would say by the time I reached the top...with Nick, we must have been 100' up in the air. I have a selective fear of heights. In my dream...I was shitting my pants, metaphorically speaking. It is typical of me to challenge myself...and do things I typically wouldn't do (think snowboarding in the Alps). So I was proud that I climbed up there. Then Nick and I watched some of the show at which point I decided I couldn't hold on any longer (for dear life)...and struggled to climb back down. I was terrified up there. This in itself was almost the whole dream.

Those 2 are just the beginning. I could write for hours about my dreams. There is this one dream...that I had for the first time when I was a young teenager...maybe 14 and it was horrible. It was more a nightmare than a dream. This dream repeated itself many many times over the years. Haven't had it for a couple years now...thankfully. SO SCARY!! But...I remember every friggin detail, unfortunately. The brutal part is that I remember the nightmares just as much as I remember the dreams.

Is anyone out there a dream doctor? Or a psychoanalyst?

Happy Friday world!!! To all the mother's out there....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! Tons of love to you all! xo P