As of late, there has been a lot of positive action happening in my life. I am super thankful for that. On the one hand I am very appreciative and I know that I deserve it and that I have earned it. On the other hand I am cautious because it has been my experience that all great things don't last. Maybe it is time for me to realize that this could actually be the time in my life when these great things do last. I mean, I am in love with my house....that isn't going to change. I am in love with my business. I can only hope that it just builds from here. I would say that the only missing piece is...a man!
After SO MANY decent and shitty dates and after being with so many of the wrong kind of guys...I am very skeptical and cynical about men. I met one this weekend who totally caught me off guard and sort of blew my mind. He asked me out on a date and I accepted. We went out last night. We spent 4.5 hours together and didn't stop talking for even a minute of that time. I think this has to be one moment where I am thankful to be a Gemini. One side of me wants to fall in love (or might have already) and the other side is incredibly cautious and is saying..."watch it...he could f*** it up at the drop of a dime". I can not be swayed by either side. My internal battle between these two sentiments is keeping me grounded and safe. He really does defy all of what I have seen to date. He is incredibly polite, great manners, gentleman etiquette, well spoken, he gives a shit about what you have to say...how I know this is because he looks right at you...into your eyes while you speak. He asks questions, brings a healthy debate or discussion to key conversations. This is very stimulating to my mind. He is worldly...cultured. You know...I am not going to say another word about him just now. I feel like if I talk about him...it could be a jinx. I will leave it with this; we are going out again on Wednesday. Let's see how this works out! Fingers crossed PLEASE!!!!
xo P
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