I am not a cynical woman nor a pessimist. I don't however feel any real love for this particular celebrated day. I have always had a chip on my shoulder on this day. Whether I was in a relationship or not. When I was in a relationship...this day was always a bust. I really don't want to get into it with you, just saying!
For the brief amount of time I spent on Facebook today, I could see that there is some real romance among couples and I do think that that is beautiful. Good for them! I came over to my parent's house this morning to work and I see that my stepfather got my mom a dozen roses and this really awesome card.
I think it is because I am so sentimental that this day brings more irritation than love. I can't say that I have never had a loved one (boyfriend) show me a kind gesture...it just was always followed by a bad event of some kind. My good memories are quickly followed by bad memories. I really need to make NEW memories. That brings me to my single life which has been ongoing for almost 3 years now. OMG....3 years! Ok ok ok....it's ok! I am ok!!! WHATEVER!!!
Next topic; I had an oddly insane dream last night. The Kardashian sisters were in it and it was friggin weird. It was like we were living on another planet but it wasn't a planet it was some giant spaceship that had fallen apart and we...the citizens were left to fend for ourselves. I remember there being only chocolate cake to eat. I had my blackberry with me and Chory was there too. LMAO!!! I think I am still thinking about the trilogy that I just read: Hunger Games and it sort of resembles that. Speaking of that....I am SO FRIGGIN excited to see the movie! I can't wait!
I am going to get some work done and then I am going to the gym to workout all my negative energy. Yuppers! xo P
No comments:
Post a Comment