Who knew?

What a day!!! It went from super chill to super warm...gotta love it! Can this warm weather please stay for good?

What is on my mind today? Hmmm...lots! I had to see my ex yesterday because he wanted a book back. I was anticipating something different than what had actually transpired. The thing about me is that I can get over shit. Maybe I take a little time in doing so but at the end of the day...I do...get over shit. Yes I was totally furious with the guy for awhile but it has been almost 5 months since we've broken up and since then I have relinquished all the negative vibes and feelings I had about the guy. Seeing as I had done nothing wrong...I can't really tell why he was...and is angry with me. So...we met up yesterday. We both get out of our cars. I greet him with a smile and ask how he's doing. His reply? "What is it to you?!! Ha! Ok...civility is not in his vocab. Fine! We don't have to be friends. We don't even need to be nice. I should say, he doesn't even need to be nice. No skin off my back. But it doesn't end there. He decided to send me a couple emails explaining his actions. His response was one that suggested that  I am full of shit. Ha!!! Once again, there is no need for me to defend myself or my actions. How can a simple question like: How are you? be construed as a bad thing? I am not too sure. Either way it doesn't matter. He now has what he's been asking for for ages in his possession. There is no need to have any further discussions. Chapter closed for good!

I have been waiting PATIENTLY to see the movie Hunger Games. I told my sister it would be just her and I going when she is ready. OMG...it's been almost 2 weeks now since it came out and I am dying to see it. She has said that we will go this Saturday. We better!!! I have been hearing/reading conflicting arguments about this movie and its worthiness. I am taking it in as a grain of salt. I read the book. I have a vision. We'll see how the movie fairs.

I am experiencing something odd as of late. I had to reduce my hours at the bar because it was seriously affecting my daily productivity with my real estate business. I was working 4 shifts a week and I took that down to 3 shifts a week a few weeks before I went away. I have no narrowed it down to 2 shifts a week starting this week. It feels so weird. Granted I wake up bright eyed and bushy tailed every morning. I have way more energy for the day. But...I feel a void. I am torn. I almost feel like I want that 3rd shift back. Ha!!! It feels weird to be done the working day around 5 and then have a whole evening to do whatever. I am used to working like an idiot and now that I am not....that feels weird. Not too sure I like it! Will see how this week pans out and will re-assess next week. Next week I am also only working 2 shifts. If I can't shake this feeling of feeling under-productive...I will get that 3rd shift back. Will keep you posted!

That's all folks! xo P