Butterflies!

Good day folks. Happy Tuesday!

What a day!!! I had to go and see my doctor for my annual health exam. What is it about doctors that make you wait and wait and wait? I had my appointment for 10:15am and of course I was 15 minutes early. I didn't actually see my doctor until 11:15am. Ugggghhh, what is the point of an appointment if there is no respect for timing. Whatever...needed to be done and now it's done!

Last night I had a visit with an old old old friend of mine. What a treat. I have seen him only once this year...which isn't any different from any other year. He was in lock down with a girlfriend and I understand that people can be absent when in a relationship. Fine! I am not going anywhere. When you have time...I will make the time. So...he's no longer in this relationship...sadly! I feel for the guy. He was in love....she wasn't happy. Shit happens!! We had a couple beers....discussed life for a couple hours and it was a pleasure to catch up with him. We've been friends for 13 years. Even if I only see him once or twice a year...it's cool! That is what a solid friendship is all about....right? Right! LOL

So here's a fun story for you....

One of my previous 'man friends'....came out of the woodwork and has asked me to join him on a trip to an island in the Caribbean. Ha!!! Can you believe it? I can't! So crazy! I said just that to him. He says: "I just want to put a smile on your face!" In my mind I am thinking...you had your chance! You snooze you lose buddy. I can't begin to imagine going away on a trip with this guy. I mean...it is really just totally insane. Am I considering  this trip seriously? No! I told him this too. He told me to think about it, the offer is on the table. Ha!!!

On a more important note; super jazzed for my date tomorrow. I am getting excited and I can feel the butterflies in my gut bustling about. I haven't let myself get involved emotionally with a man in SO LONG...I almost don't know how to handle myself in this situation. I have to do a lot of mental exercises to calm myself down and to remember...one day at a time. Sheesh!!! So much easier said than done. Side note; he deleted himself from POF. What does that tell you? Does that tell you anything at all? As much as I try to not succumb to the typical female behavior...over analyzing every detail...I inevitably am still a woman and as such...am inevitably falling into this terrible thought process. FACK!!! LOL WHATEVER!!! Time to focus on work!

Till tomorrow xo P