I thought I had it under control.....I was wrong!

Luckily, I have been able to do my workouts this week. I sort of went full throttle on Monday and ended up over compensating and thus hurting my neck muscles. Not to worry....took it easy on Tuesday with my upper body and then yesterday went right back at it. Today; not doing too bad. Going to be doing my one on one with my trainer in about 45 minutes. YAY!!!

After last night's workout...I was thinking while driving....that I am back on track; physically and emotionally. I think I was still with that sentiment until this afternoon. It  really really disturbs me how one person can throw my shit off...with one comment. Granted it isn't just one comment....it is close to 27 years of comments and actions, especially these days. You know....I just don't understand. I feel like now more than ever...this person is really starting to hate my guts. He is seeking out ways to come down on me. As soon as he finds a shred of material to rip me a new asshole over......he is right in my face about it. I want to say this is out of boredom but after these past couple years and more so these past couple months...there is way more to it than boredom. Do I have a clue what it is? NONE!!!! Am I wearing thin on tolerance? F*** YA!!! Does something need to change? Abso-friggin-lutely!!!!!

I really can't get into that right now. Have bigger fish to fry. I am on the cusp of moving out folks. I have scheduled a locksmith to come and rekey the locks on Monday. I have booked the UHAUL for Wednesday afternoon. I have recruited a team to help me with the actual move. Things are coming into place. I will be going to my Dad's either on  Monday or Tuesday night to pick up a set of kitchen ware. Super excited for that. My dad has all very shishi shit. LOVE IT! Finally...my cousin who is the ultimate techy guy is coming to hook me up on Friday. YAY!!!! It's happening!!!

My man friend; Mr. Fabulous says I think too much. This is a fact!!! Working out seems to be the only thing to tune out my endless thoughts...and of course my time with Mr. Fabulous achieves the same goal. So...lucky for me; I get to workout shortly and I get to go bowling with my bff, the little one that I spoke of yesterday and Mr. Fabulous!!! But first....I have my first dress fitting.....AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Will report tomorrow!

Peace out folks!
xo P