Oh ya baby......laughing and crying....all at once!

Ever have those days, weeks where you are flying high? High as in nothing can bring you down...not high as in stoned! I do have a thought about that last sentiment....will get back to it another day.

I have been riding this wave of total and utter joy for a couple weeks now. I can nail it down to 3 specifics;
1. My new apartment
2. Mr. Fabulous
3. My bff's wedding

The combination of greatness from all 3 of these substantially awesome elements...is almost overwhelming. I LOVE IT!!! The wedding is fast approaching and I am totally ready. I hope the bride is to....lmao!!! I put the whole outfit; dress, pumps and sash on for my trainer today. It was almost as if it was my wedding day. She cried and in turn...I cried! We both cried. Why you ask? I will save this subject for another day. Remind me!!! LOL The great thing about this dress...is that I can wear it again. The same can be said for the shoes...obviously. I practised today how I am going to do my make up.....lookin good! SUPER FRIGGIN EXCITED. I was daydreaming while driving this morning...envisioning standing almost beside the bride....looking at her in her gorgeous white dress....with a slight stomach from the incredible little thing growing inside her....and I cried. Oy!! I am going to be crying a lot. I can tell! I am such a sap when it comes to weddings and OTHER people have babies. I love this woman....I love that her and her man are FINALLY getting married...and I LOVE that they are having a baby. So much greatness. Blows my mind! Tearing up as we speak!! OY!!!! LOL

I was in the presence of Mr. Fabulous last night. The man continues to render me speechless. Sometimes I catch him looking at me as I look at him. When this happens....we keep each other's gaze for a few moments...and then laugh. Then he calls me weird!! LMAO While he says....he has no thoughts....just looking, in my mind....I have 10 million thoughts. MEN!!!! I am going to say this out loud....to the world....
He's got me! I am head over heels....!!! As much as I went through hell and back in the man department...for pretty much my whole dating life...it was all worth it! I have finally been given this gift....a gift of a brilliant man. I feel as though he's on this planet....just for me. THANK YOU ANGELS!!!

Finally....my apartment! This morning I woke up at 6:30. No idea why! Just couldn't sleep anymore. I didn't actually have to get up till 8. So there I am...wide awake...thinking....WTF to do!! LOL I get up put on some clothes and take the turd out for a walk. Get back, give him breakfast and make some coffee for myself. We snuggled up on the couch and watched a portion of The Tourist. I finally had to get ready to go to my trainer's for 9am. Needed to be there a little early to show her my dress...as previously mentioned. After a killer workout I went back home to shower. Now...what you don't know is that I have a stereo embedded into the wall in the living room (the apartment came this way)....and this stereo has a console in each room. I have volume and track control in each room! How cool is that?!!! This includes the bathroom. So....I blast my new album of Sublime with Rome (that Mr. Fabulous gave me) while showering. I have NEVER had this luxury....and man....it is a luxury!!! I think I almost cried while showering...LMAO!!!!

I realize that I may seem extra sensitive today...I will agree with that acknowledgment. I will not apologize for it however. I am 31 years old and I am having the time of my life. Once again....THANK YOU to my angels and more importantly to my friends and Mr. Fabulous!!!!

I am spreading the love to you all!!! Happy Hump Day!!! xo P