I have been smoking since I was 13 years old. I am 31 now which means that I have been smoking for 18 years. Man....that sounds absolutely horrible. YUCK!!! Just thinking about it makes me a little sick. I have not really ever tried to attempt to quit. I still thoroughly enjoy it. Further more; it is an outlet for me. When I am stressed out, I smoke! When I am getting freaky, I smoke! When I drink, I smoke! When I need a break, I smoke! After I eat, I smoke!
Why this topic is on my mind right now and has been for a little while already....is because I think I am getting to an age where this could yield major health complications. I think if I am to seriously consider quitting, I should get on it pronto. I don't want to be a 50 year old smoker. I actually feel that smoking is counter productive to my fitness program. I love and hate it all at once! GRRRR!!! What do you do when you know you need to quit....but still love it?
Hmmmm!!!!
Now; I know I mentioned a topic yesterday that I wanted to write about today....but I think it is still a little premature to get into right now. With that said; tomorrow it will be! Sorry folks!
Here is something for you......
I have my audition tomorrow at 1pm. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! It is happening folks. I am going to be singing Bonnie Raitt's Something to Talk About with NO back up music. Ha!! I had a serious laugh with my mom about 20 minutes ago about this topic. It is a little insane that I am choosing to sing with out back up music but like I once said; I couldn't get my hands on an instrumental version that I could slow down to the speed that I want to sing at. So....A Capella it will be!!! Oh ya baby!!!
So folks....by the time I write to you tomorrow....I will have completed my audition. Wish me luck!! Going to need it!
xo P
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