Today I wish I wasn't me! I mean....I wish I could switch some of my behaviors off. Today...I wish I didn't give a shit. Today....I am cross between angry and sad. Today...I woke up frustrated and slightly aggravated.
Something is going on. Its like a friggin tidal wave. One thing triggered this feeling of whatever it is and now it has grown into something so much bigger. Need a cleansing pronto. Can I tough this shit out for 3.5 weeks till I get some down time? Will I get some feed back from this person that has initiated the tidal wave? Who knows!!! Can I shake it off? NO!
I am running out patience with the bar I work at. I can see it isn't really the bar that has been draining my everything....but rather this problem that I have been dealing with for awhile now...and have been blogging about for awhile now. What I have learned about myself is that I am terrible at letting go. Sometimes people have to really spell it out for me. I wish I could take the subtle hints and move the f*** on.
Everything else in my life is fine and dandy. I really want to be enjoying it. F***!!!!
xo P
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