What can I say?

Good day world; Happy Monday! OMG....28 days till Christmas and 29 days till I get to see my bff. The count down begins.

As much as I am trying with all my might to not think about this particular person...it is a much harder task then I thought. When someone really hurts you....you would think that you could move forward without them with ease. I am not moving along with ease. I was checking out facebook on Saturday and discovered she had had her baby....a boy! Her brother posted it. I am so so so excited for her and yet so sad that I may never get to meet him. I am not so sure we will recover our friendship. VERY UPSETTING!

It is Monday....a fresh week...I have to battle with myself to keep up my spirits. I really don't have the time to be angry, frustrated or sad as I am...dealing with this broken friendship. Ugggghhh!!!

I had a good weekend. Relatively mellow. I worked Friday night. Saturday I worked during the day and then went to a family friend's dinner party followed by some festivities at my sister's. I was home and in bed by 1am. Sunday was a pretty relaxed day/night. Was visited by a bff. We hit up a local bar that had live music. Good times!

Oh Monday!!!! xo P