Cradle Robber...as bad as Man Eater? Tough one!

LOL!!! So there is this guy/kid that comes into my bar. He is 19 years old. He is GORGEOUS and absolutely delightful. I have a huge crush. I am laughing to myself right now thinking about my night last night. It was Karaoke night at the bar...brilliant night as usual. In fact, this night was better than most. Why? It was relatively quiet. This is usually a bad thing but not in last night's case. I got to really spend some quality time with my favorite customers. They love it and I love it! Not to mention, I got to sing like 5 songs....almost unheard of.

This kid comes in with his posse which consists of 2 brothers and another guy. They are all awesome and they are so good to me. Back to the 'kid'...lol! Did I mention he is mind blowing hot? Uggggh...makes me sick. LOL! I told him he should seriously consider modeling. He's tall, fit and has a killer smile and everything about his face/body is perfect...from what I can see! I think he took me seriously for all of a minute because only a couple weeks after I said that to him, he went and got a tear drop tattooed on his face under his left eye. My first reaction to that was not a good one. He did go on to explain why he got it...and I get it. He is still a knock out with it...but there goes the modeling career.

Moving along, so....I think the crush can be said for the both of us. He is always making quips about 'getting' with me...lmao! I repeatedly remind him of our 13 years age difference...and that he is a customer of mine.  What is my #1 cardinal rule? Don't date customers. Of course, I don't expect that I would date him. With that said...what would it be? Booty call? Ha!!! What can a 19 year old show me? Ha!!!! LOL

Last night I was so on verge of dismissing every rational thought I had. This kid was going balls out with me....sneaking a kiss on my cheek hear and there....he was pouring on the charm and uggggghhhhh....YUM!!! This is bad news folks. BAD NEWS!!!

Big sigh!

Rational thought here: Of course I know NOTHING can come from this and of course I know that I could NEVER entertain anything with this kid....but it is friggin painful holding back. I could devour him whole. I really could! Is this a life challenge? A test? Are my angels challenging my will to refrain from giving in to temptation? I would give up chocolate for a year if that's the case.

Well folks, that is my dilemma for the day. Any suggestions are welcome! xo P