Deep thoughts!

So I was browsing through my Facebook news feed. I have 'liked' the Twilight page and such I am bombarded by Twilight information everyday. I happened to click on a picture of Edward Cullin from the first movie. Man...he was so so so hot back then. I sort of lost the captivation over the years as each movie came out. He lost the mojo that had me reeled in. I feel like he got to be too Hollywood...not some dark, forbidden, hot cool dude. Shit happens!

While checking out my past obsession, I am also constantly reminded of my sort of new obsession; Tom Hardy. His face is plastered on my desk top. Yum! I have a small problem. I am in love with Hollywood stars. WTF am I going to do? LOL I want to be a Hollywood star. Maybe! I think I have a little Hollywood in me...which means that I need to meet a man whose a little Hollywood, like me! WHERE IS HE?????

For the most part, I do not duel on the fact that I am single. I am not having a bad time. In fact, I am having a brilliant time with my life. I won't deny that sometimes...seldomly, I wish I had my life partner. Ugggh!!! The shitty part about flings/one night stands is that it gives you temporary satisfaction. Granted, that may be all one is looking for. It's like eating chocolate. You eat it. You ate it. You're over it. The comfort, the sweetness, the fabulouness that only lasted minutes (in the case of chocolate) is so short lived...you wished that flavour would last longer. I mean, you can't keep eating chocolate all day all night cause you'll get fat but you really wish you could. Well...in terms of flings...I wish the minutes/hours of companionship would last a little longer than an over night. I guess what I am saying is that I wish I had a reoccurring fling. Maybe! I am not totally sure what I am asking for! LOL

I need to stop watching; Say Yes To The Dress! That show ALWAYS makes me cry!

I had a great weekend. I worked Friday night. Saturday I worked all day. Saturday night I went out and partied with a bff and her team. Great folk! I actually...for once in a VERY long time...went dancing. I had a brilliant time. I really ought to get out there more. It really lifts my spirits. Yesterday was my first real day off since I got back from my trip. I had a kick ass omelet for breakfast and then Chinese food for dinner and then....chocolate covered almonds as well as macaroons. MMMMMM!!!!  It's sort of a great thing that I have a Bulk Barn around the corner from...and it is sort of bad thing. TROUBLE!

xo P